Things that suck
Currently Listening To: Goodbye Heartbreak from the album "Ocean Drive" by Lighthouse Family
And now, for our feature presentation - the comprehensive sundering of all that I hold dear!
I don't even know why I'm typing. Writing has always provided me with comfort in the past but it can do no such thing at the moment.
It might be some time before I feel like writing again, I can't even look at a book, much less anything else.
I have a few messages to give out to people who through the true legal definition of Innuendo will understand them.
Firstly to anyone who might now seek to impress their agenda - don't. Just shut the fuck up and be kind. If I hear one fucking iota of shit about any of the parties involved I will spurn you and refuse your company.
Secondly to anyone who feels they might have an opinion on the matter - you can shut the fuck up too. Its not anything to do with you, though you might feel some sort of righteousness know now that you have none. Fuck off. Its none of your business.
Thirdly if you want to know how to console anyone simply offer a bit of sympathy. There is an obsession in today's society with getting people back on their feet by saying what an unpleasant person the other was - we see it on TV all the time. Well it doesn't apply to anything and it sure doesn't apply here.
Finally know that any contravention of any of the above 3 guidelines I've been considerate enough to lay down will invoke a great deal of anger and distrust from myself.
If you think I'm angry with the situation you're wrong, I'd be playing Blink instead of Lighthouse Family if I was, however I know full well that I can and will be if any of the 3 lines are crossed.
To everyone else you deserve none of that and I can only apologize for not feeling like baring my soul just at this moment.
Best Wishes
Posted by John Swaine at August 31, 2003 01:01 PM