Why is it that whenever I seem to be getting back to my feet something comes and kicks me in the stomach again?
4 Days till counseling on Monday, although I could really use someone to talk to now. There are only 2 people who I'm comfortable being frank with, one being my counselor.
At least I'm back in London tomorrow. More than anything I need space for me, I'm looking at a place on Friday which sounds ideal. Unfortunately it's 1 bedroom which means I'll be leaving my friend Rob Soti in the lurch but at the end of the day I really need time for myself.
I just hope I don't end up hurting him by taking a place on my own, it seems selfish but I really genuinely feel that I need to be given space to myself. People say that if you're living with someone it's easy to just do your own thing and be separate but it's just not that easy for me.
Anyhow its only a viewing on Friday so nothing definite.
Later
John
Posted by John Swaine at February 11, 2004 05:18 PM